There is no character on Grey’s I will be okay with dying. NONE. 

But what if it’s Arizona or Lexie cuz that’s what everyone’s saying. I cannot handle this. My intense attachment to fictional characters causes me emotional trauma. I have four APs yet this causes me much greater stress what is wrong with me. 

Watching old episodes for Crowen…

Seeing their amazing first kiss

When he asks her out for the first time

Then remembering what Shonda is doing to them in season 8:

Remembering that Owen cheated

Thinking about their marriage after next week’s blowout

Waiting for April 12th

I SUPPORT OWEN HUNT.

Why is the entire Crowen fandom forgetting how much he loves her? Cheating is inexcusable and horrible no matter what, but why is it suddenly meaningless that he’s been head-over-heels, irrevocably, and madly in love with Cristina for years?

When they’re being super adorable/kissing/etcetera….

When they’re fighting/ignoring each other/etcetera….

If they break up………..

Randomly started watching Grey’s Anatomy…. it’s irritatingly addicting. And I love Crowen. SO MUCH. I can’t even….. They’re soulmates. They cannot break up. 

Oh. And Kevin McKidd’s performance in She’s Gone…